Incloser

Susan Howe

Temple University

 
Some of this essay has been published in The Politics of Poetic Form; Poetry and Public Policy, edited by Charles Bernstein, Roof Books. [What follows is an excerpt from a book to be published in 1991 by Weaselsleeves Press. –Eds.]
 

 
                         Turned back from turning back
                       as if a loved country
                         faced away from the traveler
                         No pledged premeditated daughter
                       no cold cold sorrow no barrier

                         EN-CLOSE.  See INCLOSE.

     IN-CLOSE, v.t. [fr. %enclos*; Sp. It. incluso; L.
          inclusus, includo; in and claudo or cludo.]
          1.  To surround; to shut in; to confine on all sides;
          as to inclose a field with a fence; to inclose a
          fort or an army with troops; to inclose a town with
          walls.
          2.  To separate from common grounds by a fence; as, to
          inclose lands.
          3.  To include; to shut or confine; as to inclose
          trinkets in a box.
          4.  To environ; to encompass.
          5.  To cover with a wrapper or envelope; to cover under
          seal; as to inclose a letter or a bank note.

     IN-CLOS ER, n. He or that which encloses; one who
          separates land from common grounds by a fence.

     Noah Webster, An American Dictionary of the English Language

                              Incloser

                            THOMAS SHEPARD
                     Anagram: O, a map's thresh'd
                              (WIII 513)

        The first and least of these Books [by Shepard] is
     called, The Sincere Convert: Which the Author would
     commonly call, His Ragged Child : And once, even after its
     Fourth Edition, wrote unto Mr. Giles Firmin, thus
     concerning it: once saw it. It was a Collection of such Notes 
     in a dark Town in, The Sincere Convert:I have not the Book : 
     I once saw it. It was a Collection of such Notes in a dark 
     Town in England, which one procuring of me, published them 
     without my Will, or my Privity. I scarce know what it 
     contains, nor do I like to see it; considering the many 
     Typographia, most absurd; and the Confession of him that 
     published it, that it comes out much altered from what was 
     first written.
                      Cotton Mather, Magnalia Christi Americana

                    *              *              *

        My writing has been haunted and inspired by a series of
     texts, woven in shrouds and cordage of classic American 19th
     century works, they are the buried ones, they body them
     forth.
        The selection of particular examples from a large group
     is always a social act.  By choosing to install certain
     narratives somewhere between history, mystic speech, and
     poetry, I have enclosed them in an organization although I
     know there are places no classificatory procedure can reach
     where connections between words and things we thought
     existed break off.  For me, paradoxes and ironies of
     fragmentation are particularly compelling.
        Every statement is a product of collective desires and
     divisibilities.  Knowledge, no matter how I get it, involves
     exclusion and repression.  National histories hold ruptures
     and hierarchies.  On the scales of global power what gets
     crossed over?  Foreign accents mark dialogues that delete
     them.  Ambulant vagrant bastardy comes looming through
     assurance and sanctification.

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          A long story of conversion, and a hundred to one if
          some lie or other slip not out with it.  Why, the
          secret meaning is, I pray admire me.
                                                  (WII 284)

        When we move through the positivism of literary canons
     and master narratives, we consign ourselves to the
     legitimation of power, chains of inertia, an apparatus of
     capture.

     _Brother Crackbone's Wife:_
          So I gave up and I was afraid to sing because to sing a
          lie, Lord teach me and I'll follow thee and heard Lord
          will break the will of His last work.

                                             (C 140)
                    *              *              *

        A printed book enters social and economic networks of
     distribution.  Does the printing modify an author's
     intention, or does a text develop itself?  Why do certain
     works go on saying something else?  Pierre Macherey says in
     A Theory of Literary Production: "the work has its
     beginnings in a break from the usual ways of speaking and
     writing--a break which sets it apart from all other forms of
     ideological expression" (52).  Roman Jakobson says in
     "Dialogue On Time In Language and Literature": "One of the
     essential differences between spoken and written language
     can be seen clearly.  The former has a purely temporal
     character, while the latter connects time and space.  While
     the sounds we hear disappear, when we read we usually have
     immobile letters before us and the time of the written flow
     of words is reversible" (20).  Gertrude Stein says in
     "Patriarchal Poetry": "They said they said./ They said they
     said when they said men./ Many men many how many many many
     many men men men said many here" (123).  Emily Dickinson
     writes to her sister-in-law Susan Gilbert Dickinson: "Moving
     on in the Dark like Loaded Boats at Night, though there is
     no Course, there is Boundlessness--" (L 871).

         Strange translucencies: letters, phonemes, syllables,
     rhymes, shorthand segments, alliteration, assonance, meter,
     form a ladder to an outside state outside of States.  Rungs
     between escape and enclosure are confusing and compelling.

     _Brother Crackbone's Wife:_
          And seeing house burned down, I thought it was just and
          mercy to save life of the child and that I saw not
          after again my children there.  And as my spirit was
          fiery so to burn all I had, and hence prayed Lord would
          send fire of word, baptize me with fire.  And since the
          Lord hath set my heart at liberty.  (C 140)
                    *              *              *

     There was the last refuge from search and death; so here.
     (WII 195)

        I am a poet writing near the close of the 20th century.
        Little by little sound grew to be meaning.  I cross an
     invisible line spoken in the first word "Then."  Every
     prescriptive grasp assertion was once a hero reading Samson.
     There and here I encounter one vagabond formula another pure
     Idea.  To such a land.  Yet has haunts.  The heart of its
     falls must be crossed and re-crossed.  October strips off
     cover and quiet conscience.
        New England is the place I am.  Listening to the clock
     and the sun whirl dry leaves along.  Distinguishing first
     age from set hour.  The eternal and spirit in them.
        A poem can prevent onrushing light going out.  Narrow
     path in the teeth of proof.  Fire of words will try us.
     Grace given to few.  Coming home though bent and bias for
     the sake of why so.  Awkward as I am.  Here and there
     invincible things as they are.
        I write quietly to her.  She is a figure of other as thin
     as paper.
        Sorrow for uproar and wrongs of this world.  You
     convenant to love.
                    *              *              *

     _Emily Dickinson:_
           Master.
                If you saw a bullet
                hit a Bird - and he told you
                he was'nt shot - you might weep
                at his courtesy, but you would
                certainly doubt his word.  (L 233)

        If history is a record of survivors, Poetry shelters
     other voices.
        Dickinson, Melville, Thoreau, and Hawthorne guided me
     back to what I once thought was the distant 17th century.
     Now I know that the arena in which scripture battles raged
     among New Englanders with originary fury is part of our
     current American system and events, history and structure.

     _Goodwife Willows:_
          Then I had a mind for New England and I thought I
          should know  more of my own heart.  So I came and
          thought I saw more than ever I could have believed that
          I wondered earth swallowed me not up.  And 25 Matthew
          5--foolish virgins saw themselves void of all grace.  I
          thought I was so and was gone no farther. And
          questioned all that ever the Lord had wrought, I'll
          never leave thee.  I could now apprehend that yet
          desired the Lord not to leave me nor forsake me and
          afterward I thought I was now discovered.  Yet hearing
          He would not hide His face forever, was encouraged to
          seek.  But I felt my heart rebellious and loathe to
          submit unto Him.  (C 151)

        An English relation of conversion spoken at a territorial
     edge of America is deterritorialized and deterred by anxiety
     crucial to iconoclastic Puritan piety.  Inexplicable
     acoustic apprehension looms over assurance and
     sanctification, over soil subsoil sea sky.
        Each singular call.  As the sound is the sense is.
     Severed on this side.  Who would know there is a covenant.
     In a new world morphologies are triggered off.
               *              *              *

     Under the hammer of God's word. (WI 92)

        During the 1630's and 40's a mother tongue (English) had
     to find ways to accommodate new representations of reality.
     Helplessness and suffering caused by agrarian revolution in
     England, and changing economic structures all across Europe,
     pushed members of various classes and backgrounds into new
     collectivities.  For a time English Protestant sects were
     united in a struggle against Parliament, the Jacobean and
     Stuart Courts, the Anglican Church, and Archbishop Laud.
     Collective resistance to political and religious persecution
     pushed particular groups to a radical separatism.  Some
     sects broke loose from the European continent.  Their hope
     was to ride out the cry and accusation of kingdoms of Satan
     until God would be all in all.

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          And so, seeing I had been tossed from the south to the
          north of England and now could go no farther, I then
          began to listen to a call to New England. (GP 55)

        Schismatic children of Adam thought they were leaving the
     "wilderness of the world" to find a haven free of
     institutional structures they had united against.  They
     were unprepared for the variability of directional change
     the wilderness they reached represented.  Even John Winthrop
     complained of "unexpected troubles and difficulties" in
     "this strange land where we met with many adversities"
     (Heimert 361).
        A Bible, recently translated into the vernacular, was
     owned by nearly every member of the Bay Colony.  It spoke to
     readers and non-readers and signified the repossession of
     the Word by English.  The Old and New Testaments, in
     English, were indispensible fictive realities connecting the
     emigrants to a familiar State-form, and home.  Though they
     crossed a wide and northern ocean Scripture encompassed
     them.
        From the first, Divinity was knotted in Place.  If the
     Place was found wanting, and it was by many, a rhetoric had
     to be double-knotted to hold perishing absolutism safe.
     First-generation leaders of this hegira to new England tied
     themselves and their followers to a dialectical construction
     of the American land as a virgin garden pre-established for
     them by the Author and Finisher of creation.
        "Come to me and you shall find rest unto your souls."
        To be released from bonds. . .  absorbed into catastrophe
     of pure change.
        "Flee, save your lives, and be like the heath in the
     wild."
        Here is unappropriated autonomy.  Uncounted occupied
     space.  No covenant of King and people.  No centralized
     State.  Heavy pressure of finding no content.   Openness of
     the breach.
           "The gospel is a glass to show men the face of God in
     Christ.  The law is that glass that showeth a man his own
     face, and what he himself is.  Now if this glass be taken
     away. . ." (WI 74).

        _Widow Arrington:_
          Hearing Dr. Jenison, Lamentations 3--let us search and
          turn to the Lord--which struck my heart as an arrow.
          And it came as a light into me and the more the text
          was opened more I saw my heart.  And hearing that
          something was lost when God came for searching.  And
          when I came I durst not tell my husband fearing he
          would loath me if he knew me.  And I resolved none
          should know nor I would tell. . . . (C 184-5)
                    *              *              *

        On October 3, 1635, Thomas Shepard and his family arrived
     in Boston Harbor on the ship Defense.  "Oh, the depths of
     God's grace here," he later wrote, "that when he [man]
     deserves nothing else but separation from God, and to be
     driven up and down the world as a vagabond or as dried
     leaves fallen from our God--" (GP 14).
        There is a direct relation between sound and meaning.
        Early spiritual autobiographies in America often mean to
     say that a soul has found love in what the Lord has done.
     "Oh, that when so many come near to mercy, and fall short of
     it, yet me to be let in! Caleb and Joshua to be let into
     Canaan, when they rest so near, and all perish" (WII 229).
     Words sound other ways.  I hear short-circuited conviction.
     Truth is stones not bread.  The reins are still in the hands
     of God.  He has set an order but he is not tied to that
     order.  Sounds touch every coast and corner.  He will pick
     out the vilest worthy never to be beloved.  There is no
     love.  I am not in the world where I am.
        In his journal Mr. Shepard wrote: "To heal this wound,
     which was but skinned over before, of secret atheism and
     unbelief" (GP 135).
                    *              *              *

     Finding is the First Act   (MBED 1043)

        After the beaver population in New England had been
     decimated by human greed, when roads were cut through
     unopened countryside, the roadbuilders often crossed streams
     on abandoned beaver dams, instead of  taking time to
     construct wooden bridges.  When other beaver dams collapsed
     from neglect, they left in their wake many years'
     accumulation of dead bark, leaves, twigs, and silt.  Ponds
     they formed disappeared with the dams, leaving rich soil
     newly opened to the sun.  These old pond bottoms, often many
     acres wide, provided fertile agricultural land.  Here grass
     grew as high as a person's shoulder.  Without these natural
     meadows many settlements could not have been established as
     soon as they were.
        Early narratives of conversion, and first captivity
     narratives in New England, are often narrated by women.  A
     woman, afraid of not speaking well, tells her story to a man
     who writes it down.  The participant reporters follow and
     fly out of Scripture and each other.  All testimonies are
     bereft, brief, hungry, pious, authorized.
        Shock of God's voice speaking English.

         Sound moves over the chaos of place in people.  In this
     hungry world anyone may be eaten.  What a nest and litter.
     A wolf lies coiled in the lamb.
        Silence becomes a Self.  Open your mouth.
        In such silence women were talking.  Undifferentiated
     powerlessness swallowed them.  When did the break at this
     degree of distance happen?
         Silence calls me himself.  Open your mouth.
         Whosoever.  Not found written in the book of life.
         During a later Age of Reason 18th century Protestant
     gentlemen signed the Constitution in the city of
     Philadelphia.  These first narratives from wide open places
     re-place later genial totalities.
                    *              *              *

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          Object.  But Christ is in heaven; how can I receive
          him and his love?
          Ans.  A mighty prince is absent from a traitor; he
          sends his herald with a letter of love, he gives it
          him to read; how can he receive the love of the prince
          when absent?   Ans.  He sees his love in his letter,
          he knows it came from him, and so at a distance closeth
          with him by this means; so here, he that was dead, but
          now is alive, writes, sends to thee; O, receive his
          love here in his word; this is receiving "him by
          faith."  (WII 599-600)

        In Europe, Protestant tradition since Luther had
     maintained that no one could fully express her sins.  In New
     England, for some reason hard to determine, Protestant
     strictures were reversed.  Bare promises were insufficient.
     Leaders and followers had to voice the essential mutability
     they suddenly faced.  Now the minister's scribal hand copied
     down an applicant for church membership's narrative of
     mortification and illumination.
        In The Puritan Conversion Narrative; The Beginnings of 
     American Expression, Patricia Caldwell points out that
     during the 1630's, in the Bay Colony, a disclaimer about
     worthlessness and verbal inadequacy had to be followed by a
     verbal performance strong enough to convince the audience-
     congregation of the speaker's sincerity.
         New England's first isolated and independent clerics
     must have wrestled with many conflicting impulses and
     influences.  Rage against authority and rage for order;
     desire for union with the Father and the guilty knowledge
     they had abandoned their own mothers and fathers.  In the
     1630's a new society was being shaped or shaping itself.
     Oppositional wreckers and builders considered themselves
     divine instruments committed to the creation of a holy
     commonwealth.  In 1636 the Antinomian controversy erupted
     among this group of "Believers, gathered and ordained by
     Christ's rule alone. . . all seeking the same End, viz. the
     Honor and Glory of God in his worship" (VS 73).
        The Antinomian Controversy circled around a woman, Anne
     Hutchinson, and what was seen to be "the Flewentess of her
     Tonge and her Willingness to open herselfe and to divulge
     her Opinions and to sowe her seed in us that are but highway
     side and Strayngers to her" (AH 353).  Thomas Shepard made
     this accusation.  Paradoxically he was one of the few
     ministers who required women to recite their confessions of
     faith publicly, before the gathered congregation.  Mr.
     Peters lectured Anne Hutchinson in court: "You have stept
     out of your place, You have rather bine a Husband than a Wife 
     and a preacher than a Hearer; and a Magistrate than a Subject.  
     and soe you have thought to carry all Thinges in
     Church and Commonwealth, as you would and have not bine
     humbled for this" (AC 383).
        Peters, Cotton, Winthrop, Eliot, Wilson, Dudley, Shepard,
     and other men, had stepped out of their places when they
     left England.  She was humbled by them for their
     Transgression.  Anne Hutchinson was the community scapegoat.
     "The Mother Opinion of all the rest. . . . From the womb of
     this fruitful Opinion and from the Countenance here by
     given to immediate and unwarrented revelations 'tis not
     easie to relate, how many Monsters worse than African,
     arose in the Regions of America : But a Synod assembled
     at Cambridge, whereof Mr. Shepard was no small part,
     most happily crushed them all" (M III87).

     _Noah Webster:_
          SCAPE-GOAT, n. [escape and goat.]  In the Jewish ritual, 
          a goat which was brought to the door of the
          tabernacle, where the high priest laid his hands upon
          him, confessing the sins of the people, and putting
          them on the head of the goat; after which the goat was
          sent into the wilderness, bearing the iniquities of the
          people."  Lev. xvi.  (WD 986)

         Kenneth Burke says in A Grammar of Motives, "Dialectic
     of the Scapegoat": "When the attacker chooses for himself
     the object of attack, it is usually his blood brother; the
     debunker is much closer to the debunked than others are.
     Ahab was pursued by the white whale he was pursuing" (GM
     407).
         Rene Girard says in The Scapegoat, "What is a Myth?"
     "Terrified as they [the persecutors] are by their own
     victim, they see themselves as completely passive, purely
     reactive, totally controlled by this scapegoat at the very
     moment when they rush to his attack.  They think that all
     initiative comes from him.  There is only room for a single
     cause in their field of vision, and its triumph is absolute,
     it absorbs all other causality: it is the scapegoat" (43).
        I say that the Scapegoat Dialectic and mechanism is
     peculiarly open to violence if the attacker is male, his
     bloodbrother, female.  Kenneth Burke and Rene Girard dissect
     grammars and mythologies in a realm of discourse structured,
     articulated, and repeated by men.

     _Thomas Shepard:_
               We are all in Adam, as a whole country in a
          parliament man; the whole country doth what he doth.
          And although we made no particular choice of Adam to
          stand for us, yet the Lord made it for us; who, being
          goodness itself, bears more good will to man than he
          can or could bear to himself; and being wisdom itself,
          made the wisest choice, and took the wisest course for
          the good of man.  (WI 24)
                    *              *              *

     A Short Story

     _Governor Winthrop:_
          She thinkes that the Soule is annihilated by the
          Judgement that was sentenced upon Adam.  Her Error
          springs from her Mistaking of the Curse of God upon
          Adam, for that Curse doth not implye Annihilation of
          the soule and body, but only a dissolution of the Soule
          and Body.

     _Mr. Eliot:_
          She thinks the Soule to be Nothinge but a Breath, and
          so vanisheth.  I pray put that to her.

     _Mrs. Hutchinson:_
          I thinke the soule to be nothing but Light.  (AH 356)
                    *              *              *

     The Erroneous Gentlewoman

     _Governor Winthrop:_
          We have thought it good to send for you to understand
          how things are, that if you be in an erroneous way we
          may reduce you that you may become a profitable member
          here among us.  (AC 312 )

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          I confes I am wholy unsatisfied in her Expressions to
          some of the Errors.  Any Hereticke may bring a slye
          interpretation upon any of thease Errors and yet hould
          them to thear Death: therfor I am unsatisfied.  (AC
          377)

     _Anne Hutchinson:_
          My Judgment is not altered though my Expression alters.

     _Brother Willson:_
          Your Expressions, whan your Expressions are soe
          contrary to the Truth.  (AC 378)

     _Noah Webster:_
          EX-PRES SION, (eks presh un.) n.  1.  The act of
          expressing; the act of forcing out by pressure, as
          juices and oils from plants.
                  2.  The act of uttering, declaring, or
          representing; utterance; declaration; representation;
          as, an expression of the public will.  (WD 426)

     _Mrs. Hutchinson:_
          I doe not acknowledge it to be an Error but a Mistake.
          I doe acknowledge my Expressions to be Ironious but my
          Judgment was not Ironious, for I held befor as you did
          but could not express it soe.  (AC 361)

     _Noah Webster:_
           ERRO NE OUS, a. [L. erroneus, from erro, to
          err.]
                 1. Wandering; roving; unsettled.
                               They roam
                    Erroneous  and  disconsolate.    Philips.
                 2.  Deviating; devious; irregular; wandering
          from the right course.  (WD 408)
                     Erroneous   circulation of blood
          Arbuthnot.

     _Anne Hutchinson:_
          So thear was my Mistake. I took Soule for Life.  (AH
          360)

     _Noah Webster:_
             Noah is here called Man.  (WD xxiii)
                    *              *              *

     A Woman's Delusion

         A seashore where everything.
         A tumult of mind.
         Sackcloth and run up and down.
         Every durable thread.  Mediator.  There is rebellion.  A
     man cannot look.  The sacrifice of Noah is a type.  We dress
     our garden.  There are properties.  Proof must be guiding
     and leading.
         Stooped so far.
         Bruising lash of the law.  Tender affections bear with
     the weak.  An answerable wedge.  But where is the work?  Why
     is the church compared to a garden?  We are dark ages and
     young beginners.  Apprehending ourselves we want anything.
     These are words set down.  Surfaces.  Who has felt most
     mercy?  Preaching to stone.  A thin cold dangerous realm.
     Tidings.  He appears. Anoint.  Echoes and reverberations of
     love.  Anoint.  Washed and witnessing.  Peter denies him.
     Anoint.  Whole treasures of looks to the heart.  It is one
     thing to trust to be saved.  Selfpossession.  She heard his
     question.  Never thought of it.  No thought today.
     Unapproachable December seems to be.  The sun is a spare
     trope.
        Shadow cast.  Moment of recognition.
        The conclusion of years can any force of intellect.  That
     such ferocities are drowned by double act or immediate
     stroke.  So much error.  Old things done away.  Name and
     that other in itself opposite.
         Expression.  I was born to make use of it.  Schism.
     What is the reason of it?  Zeal.  An instance of our crime
     is blunder.  Object.  It may be a question.  Narration.
     Can there be a better pattern?  Weary.  What do we
     imagine?  Swearing.  If I had time and was not mortal.
     But he.  Scraps of predominance.  Answer.  So there is
     some grievance driven out of the way.  Objection.
     Relation to the speaker.  Speech to the wind.  Particulars.
        How shall I put on my coat?
        Distance beyond comparison.  Sleep between two.
                    *              *              *
                          His name and office sweetly did agree,
                     SHEPARD by name, and in his ministry.
                                                     (WI clxxix)

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          And I considered how unfit I was to go to such a good
          land with such an unmortified, hard, dark, formal,
          hypocritical heart.  (GP 61)

        Thomas Shepard was an evangelical preacher who comforted
     and converted many people.  "As great a Converter of
     Souls as has ordinarily been known in our Days" (MIII 84).
     Before he came to America, "although [he] were but a young
     Man, yet there was that Majesty and Energy in his
     preaching and that Holiness in his Life, which was not
     ordinary": said Cotton Mather (MIII 86).  Edward Johnson
     called him "that gracious sweet Heavenly minded Minister
     . . . in whose soul the Lord hath shed abroad his love so
     abundantly, that thousands of Souls have cause to bless God
     for him" (77).  Thomas Prince said he "scarce ever preached
     a sermon but someone or other of his congregation was struck
     in great distress and cried out in agony, What shall I do to
     be saved?" (GP 8).  Jonathan Mitchell remembered Shepard's
     Cambridge ministry: "Unless it had been four years living in 
     heaven, I know not how I could have more cause to bless God 
     with wonder" (C 13).  Mitchell also recalled a day
     when, "Mr. Shepard preached most profitably.  That night I
     was followed with serious thoughts of my inexpressible
     misery, wherein I go on, from Sabbath to Sabbath, without
     God and without redemption" (WI cxxxi).  Thomas Shepard
     called his longest spoken literary production, a series of
     sermons unpublished in his lifetime, The Parable of the Ten 
     Virgins, Opened and Applied.  He married three times.  Two
     wives died as a result of childbirth.  His three sons,
     Thomas, Samuel, and Jeremiah, became ministers.  The earnest
     persecutor of Anne Hutchinson and repudiator of "erroneous
     Antinomian doctrines," confided to his Journal: "I have
     seen a God by reason and never been amazed at God.  I have
     seen God himself and have been ravished to behold him"
     (GP 136).  The author of The Sound Believer also told his
     diary: "On lecture morning this came into my thoughts, that
     the greatest part of a Christian's grace lies in mourning
     for the want of it" (GP 198).
        Edward Johnson pictured the minister of the Cambridge
     First Church as a "poor, weak, pale-complexioned man" (GP
     8), whose physical powers were feeble, but spent to the
     full.  He wept while composing his sermons, and went up to
     the pulpit "as if he expected there to give up his account
     of his stewardship" (WL clxxix).
        When Thomas Shepard died after a short illness, 25 August
     1649, he was forty-three.  "Returning home from a Council at
     Rowly, he fell into a Quinsie, with a Symptomatical
     Fever, which suddenly stop'd a Silver Trumpet, from whence
     the People of God had often heard the joyful Sound" (M
     88).  Some of his last words were: "Lord, I am vile, but
     thou art righteous" (GP 237).
         Cotton Mather described the character of his
     conversation as "A Trembling Walk with God" (MIII 90).
                    *              *              *

      } S :

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          thou wert in the dangers of the sea in thy mothers
          woombe then & see how god hath miraculously preserued
          thee, that thou art still aliue, & thy mother's woombe
          & the terrible seas haue not been thy graue;
                                             (S  side of MB)

        Probably sometime in 1646 Thomas Shepard wrote a brief
     autobiography entitled "T. { _My Birth & Life_: } S:" into
     one half of a small leatherbound pocket notebook.
     Theatrical pen strokes by the protagonist shelter and
     embellish the straightforward title that sunders his
     initials.  Conversion is an open subject.  Or is it a
     question of splitting the author's name from its frame of
     compositional expression.
        The narrative begins with an energetic account of the
     author's birth "upon the 5 day of Nouember, called the
     Powder Treason Day, & that very houre of the day wher in the
     Parlament should haue bin blown vp by Popish preists. . .
     which occasioned my father to giue me this name Thomas.
     Because he sayd I would hardly beleeue that euer any such
     wickednes could be attempted by men agaynst so religious &
     good Parlament" (MB 10).  74 pages later the autobiography
     breaks off abruptly, as it began, with calamity.  This time
     the death in childbed of the author's second wife, here
     referred to by her husband, as "the eldest daughter of Mr
     Hooker a blessed stock" (CS 391).  Shepard married this
     eldest daughter of one of the most powerful theocrats in New
     England in 1637, the same year Mrs. Hutchinson was first
     silenced.  Unlike Mrs. Hutchinson, Mrs. Shepard was a woman
     of "incomparable meeknes of spirit, toward my selfe
     especially . . . being neither too lauish nor sordid in any
     things so that I knew not what was under her hands" (CS
     392).  When she died nine years and four male children
     later, "after 3 weekes lying in," two of her sons had
     predeceased her.  On her deathbed this paragon of feminine
     piety and humility "continued praying vntil the last houre.
     . Ld tho I vnwoorthy Ld on woord one woord &c. & so gaue vp
     the ghost. thus______
     god hath visited me & scourged me for my sins & sought to
     weane me from this woorld, but I have ever found it a
     difficult thing to profit even but a little by sorest and
     sharpest afflictions;"
        "T. { _My Birth & Life_: } S:" is littered with the
     deaths of mothers.  The loss of his own mother when Shepard
     was a small child could never be settled.
        Creation implies separation.  The last word of "T. { _My
     Birth & Life_: } S:" is "afflictions."
        89 blank manuscript pages emphasize this rupture in the
     pious vocabulary of order.  The reader reads empty paper.
        The absence of a definitive conclusion to Shepard's story
     of his life and struggles is a deviation from the familiar
     Augustinian pattern of self-revelation used by other English
     nonconformist Reformers.
        Allegoria and historia should be united in "T {_My
     Birth & Life_:} S": Doubting Thomas should transcend the
     empirical events of his times to become the figura of the
     Good Shepard but the repetitive irruption of death into life
     is mightier than this notion of enclosure.
        "Woe to those that keep silent about God," warns St.
     Augustine, in the De Magistro, for where he is concerned,
     even the talkative are as though speechless" (RR 53).
     "Silence reveals speech--unless it is speech that reveals
     silence" (TP 86), Pierre Macherey has written in A Theory 
     of Literary Production.
         State of the manuscript. Leaves that stood.  Labor of
     elaboration.  he is the god.  A word is the beginning of
     every Conversion.
         The purpose of editing is to reach the truth.
         Mr. Shepard's manuscript is a draft.  Shortcomings and
     error.  The minister made no revisions in this unsettled
     account of his individual existence.  Rational corrections
     by editors lie in wait.  Leaf of the story.  Distortion
     will begin in the place of flight.

     _Thomas Shepard:_
          He is the god who tooke me vp when my own mother dyed
          who loued me, & wn my stepmother cared not for me, & wn
          lastly my father also dyed & foorsooke me wn I was yong
          & little & could take no care for my selfe.  (T  side
          of MB)
               *              *              *

     T  . {
                           Is it not hence@
                                    (T side of MB p19)

        There is no title on the binding of the notebook that
     contains the manuscript.  The paper is unlined.  There are
     no margins.  There is no front or back.  You can open and
     shut it either way.  Over time it has been used in multiple
     ways by Shepard and by others.  Thomas Shepard, its first
     owner, used both ends of the book to begin writing.
        Each side holds a personal history in reverse.  On the
     side I have here called S is the uninterrupted interrupted
     Autobiography.
        Then there is the empty center.
        But I can turn the book over, so side S is inverted,
     and begin to read another narrative by the same author.  Now
     the protagonist's more improvisational commentary decenters
     the premeditated literary production of "T. { _My Birth &
     Life_: } S:".  Subjects are chosen then dropped.  Messages
     are transmitted and hidden.  Whole pages have been left
     open.  Another revelation or problem begins with a different
     meaning or purpose.  Although dates occur on either side, it
     is unclear which side was written first.
        We might call the creation on this side an understudy.  I
     will call this T side An Inside Narrative.
        Then there is the empty center.
                    *              *              *

     with honey within, with oil in public : /

        God's Plot : The Paradoxes of Puritan Piety Being the 
     Autobiography & Journal of Thomas Shepard (1972) edited
     with an introduction by Michael McGiffert is the fourth
     published edition of Shepard's Autobiography and the
     standard reference for reading this text.  McGiffert, who
     tells us he restored some of the blunt vocabulary that had
     been expunged by two genteel nineteenth century editors,
     overlooked the structural paradox of the material object
     whose handwritten pages he laboriously and faithfully
     transcribed.  McGiffert's is the fourth edition of Shepard's
     Autobiography.  An earlier verbatim text was edited by
     Allyn Bailey Forbes for The Colonial Society of
     Massachusetts, Publications, XXVII (Transactions,
     1927-1930).  Both editors included sections from the T
     side of the manuscript book in their editions.  Forbes
     called the sections "random notes" and placed them last,
     under the title "Appendix."  McGiffert also put them last,
     under the heading: "[The following material consists of
     notes written by Shepard in the manuscript of the
     Autobiography ]."  Neither editor saw fit to point out the
     fact that Shepard left two manuscripts in one book separated
     by many pages then positioned them so that to read one you
     must turn the other upside down.
        Both editors deleted something from each history.
     McGiffert decided the financial transactions on side S
     were of no autobiographical importance.  Forbes included
     them, but buried Shepard's hostile reference to John Cotton
     on side T in a footnote to side S.  Shepard placed this
     cryptic list of accusations against his fellow Saint alone
     on the recto side of leaf three.  Far from being a "random,"
     or a footnote, the list provides a vivid half-smothered
     articulation of New England's savage intersectine Genesis.
     Possibly the Colonial Society of Massachusetts balked at
     displaying this ambiguous sample of colonial ideology.

                    Mr. Cotton: repents not: but is hid only.

                    1.  Wn Mrs. Hutchinso- was conuented he
                    commeded her for all that shee did before her
                    confinement & so gaue her a light to escape
                    thorow the crowd wt honour,

                    3.  He doth stiffly hold the reuelatio- of
                    our good estate still, without any sign of
                    woord or work: /  (MB 3)

         Here is the correct order of the sections written by
     Shepard in side T, or An Inside Narrative.

                    1.  A Roman being asked .
                    2.  Mr. Cotton: repents not: but is hid only.
                    3.  Law. that the magistrate kisse the
                                   Churchs feet:
                    4.  My Life: Lord Jesu pdo-: /  euery day.
                    5.  April: 4  1639: prep: for a fast.
                    6.  Is it not hence@
                    7.   An: 1639/ The good things I have
                                   received of the Lord:
                                       (MB&GP&CS)

        Shepard's list of "The good things I haue receiued of the
     Lord" has fourteen sections and continues for eight pages.
     The nonconformist minister meant to give praise and
     thanksgiving to God, but images of panic, haste, and
     abandonment disunite the Visible and Spiritual.
        The Lord is the Word.  He scatters short fragments.
     Jonah cried out to the Word when floods encompassed him.
     A Sound Believer hears old Chaos as in a deep sea.  A
     narrative refuses to conform to its project.
        Side S ends abruptly with afflictions sent by God to
     "scourge" the author.  Side T also breaks off suddenly.
     The author is remembering his earlier ministry in Earles
     Colne, "a most prophane" English town.  "Here the Lord kept
     me fro troubles 3 yeares & a halfe vntill the Bishop Laud
     put me to silence & would not let me liue in the town & this
     he did wn I looked to be made a shame & confusio to all:"
     (CS 395).
        From confusion in old England to affliction in new
     England.  Problematical type and antitype.  Everything has
     its use.  "To tell them myself with my own mouth" (CS 352).
        Some of the eighty-nine blank manuscript pages separating
     T and S have been written on since, by various
     mediaries.  All of these men see a higher theme to side S.
     They follow its trajectory as if side T were an eccentric
     inversion.  Their additions form a third utterance of
     authority in the Sincere Convert's transitory division of T.
     from S: { life from birth: }
        On the second leaf (r) of side T, or An Inside Narrative, 
     Mr. Shepard wrote down a single citation of discord.

                    "A Roman, being asked how he lived
                      so long-- answered--intus melle, foris
                   oleo: /

                    Quid loquacius vanitate, ait Augustinus."
                                             (MB T 1)

        Forbes had the discretion to stay away from translating
     the nonsensical Latin in his interpretation of the
     minister's script.  "A Roman being asked how he liud so
     long. answered intus melle, foris oleo: quid loquacior,
     vanitate, ait augustinus" (CS 397).  McGiffert agreed with
     Forbes transcription.  But in Latin, "quid" and "loquacior"
     cannot agree with each other.  This didn't stop McGiffert
     from offering the following: "On the inside, honey; on the
     outside, oil.  Which babbled more of Vanity? said Augustine"
     (GP 77).  The translation is grammatically incorrect.
        A more exact and enigmatic reading would be: "A Roman
     being asked how he lived so long--answered with honey within
     with oil in public:/ What is more garrulous than vanity,
     said Augustine."
        We will never know if this entry refers to John Cotton,
     Thomas Shepard, or the human condition.  It could be a
     questionable interpretation of any evangelical minister's
     profession.  It could be a self-accusation or a reference to
     John Cotton's preaching.  It could be a note for a sermon or
     merely a sign that the author knows St. Augustine.

         In the seventeenth century the word oil, used as a
     verb, often meant "to anoint."  The holy oil of religious
     rites.
        Five foolish virgins took their lamps but forgot the oil
     for trimming.  They went to meet the bridegroom.  The door
     was shut against them.  "I say unto you I know you not."
         To oil one's tongue meant, and still means, to adopt
     or use flattering speech.  "Error, oiled with
     obsequiousness, . . . has often the Advantage of
     Truth.--1776" (OUD).
        "Their throat is an open sepulcher.  One may apply this
     verse to greed, which is often the motive behind men's
     deceitful flattery. . . for greed is insatiably openmouthed,
     unlike sepulchres which are sealed up" (AP 57).  St.
     Augustine, Enarrationes.  "They that observe lying
     vanities forsake their own mercy."  Jonah, to the Lord.
        Alone on the second leaf the citation assumes its own
     mystery.
        Shepard's epigraph, if it is an epigraph to side T, or
     An Inside Narrative, is a dislocation and evocative
     contradiction in the structure of this two-sided book that
     may or may not be a literary work.
        In 1819, James Blake Howe turned the book upside down,
     probably to conform with the direction of the
     Autobiography, and inscribed his own name, place of
     residence, and the date on the same page.
                    *              *              *

     _Mr. Prince:_
       Though [Shepard's] voice was low, yet so searching was his
     preaching, so great a power attending, as a hypocrite could
     not easily bear it, & it seemed almost irresistable.  (S
     side of MB)

     Study in Logology

     _Noah Webster:_
               Oil is "an unctious substance expressed or drawn
          from various animal and vegetable substances.  The
          distinctive characteristics of oil are inflammability,
          fluidity, and insolubility in water.  Oils are fixed
          and greasy, fixed and essential, volatile and
          essential."  (WD 770)

     _Kenneth Burke:_
               Let us recall, for what it might be worth, that in
          his [St. Augustine's] treatise "On The Teacher" (De 
          Magistro), a discussion with his son on the subject of
          what would now popularly be called "semantics," he
          holds that the word verbum is derived from a verb
          meaning "to strike": (a verberando)--and the notion
          fits in well with the lash of God's discipline.  See,
          for instance, Confessions (xm vi), where he says he
          loves God because God had struck (percussisti) him
          with his Word.  (RR 50)
                    *              *              *

                            THOMAS SHEPARD
                       Anagram: More hath pass'd
                              (WIII 515)

        Between 1637 and 1640, Thomas Shepard transcribed into
     another leatherbound pocket notebook, containing 190 pages,
     the testimonies of faith given in his church by 51 men and
     women who were applying for church membership.  30 pages of
     the little book are filled with sermon notes.  He said of
     1637 that God in that year alone "delivered the country from
     war with the Indians and Familists; who rose and fell
     together" (WI cxxvi).
        A canditate for membership in the congregation of the
     Church of Christ in Cambridge in New England had been
     carefully screened by the church elders before he or she
     presented a personal "confession and declaration of God's
     manner of working on the soul" in public.  Canditates had to
     settle private accusations against them and present private
     testimonies first.  Sometimes the preliminary screening
     process took months.  After a person had been cleared by the
     church authorities, he or she delivered the public
     confession, usually during the weekday meeting.  The
     congregation then voted by a show of hands and their
     decision was supposed to be unanimous.  During Sunday
     service an applicant was finally accepted into church
     fellowship.
        The applicants, during this tumultuous time when it
     seemed dangerous to speak at all, especially to express
     spiritual enthusiasm, were from a wide social spectrum.  A
     third of them could read or write.  Almost half of them were
     women.  The speakers included four servants, two Harvard
     graduates, traders, weavers, carpenters, coopers, glovers,
     and one sailor.  Most were concerned with farming and with
     acquisition of property.  Most applicants were in their
     twenties, some in their forties.  Most were starting to
     raise families.  Elizabeth Cutter and Widow Arrington were
     in their sixties.  Each person believed that reception into
     church fellowship was necessary in order to gain economic
     and social advantage in the community.  Some later became
     rich; some are untraceable now through geneological records.
     Both male servants who spoke gained financial and political
     freedom.
        Two women in Shepard's notebook were servants.
     Geneological trace of them has vanished with their surnames.
     Two applicants were widows who managed their own estates.
     The rest generally spent their days cleaning, sewing,
     marketing, cooking, farming, and giving birth to, then
     caring for, children.  Some later died in childbirth.  Mrs.
     Sparhawk died only a month after Shepard recorded her
     narrative.  Some survived their husbands by many years.
        Thomas Hooker, who became Shepard's father-in-law in
     1637, and was the previous minister of the Cambridge parish,
     moved to Connecticut partly because he felt the colony's
     admission procedures were too harsh.  Hooker insisted that
     confessions by women should be read aloud in public by men.
     Governor Winthrop in his History of New-England, citing
     feminine "feebleness," and "shamefac't modesty and
     melanchollick fearfulness," preferred that women's
     "relations" remain private; a male elder should read them
     before a select committee.  Shepard and one or two other
     ministers felt differently.  The Confessions of diverse 
     propounded to be received & were entertained as members,
     shows that although Shepard thought women should defer to
     their husbands in worldly matters, in his theology of
     conversion they were relatively independent.  These
     narratives reflect this autonomy.  Some are as long or
     longer than those spoken by men.
                    *              *              *

                         THOMAS SHEPARD
                         Anagram: Arm'd as the shop.
                              (WIII 515)

     Notes written in the minister's hand on the flyleaf of the
     manuscript he called "The Confessions of diverse propounded 
     to be received & were entertayned as members."

     1.   You say some brethren cannot live comfortably with so
     little.
     2.   We put all the rest upon a temptation.  Lots being but
     little, and estates will increase or live in beggary.  For
     to lay land out far off is intolerable to men; nearby, you
     kill your cattle.
     3.   Because if another minister come, he will not have room
     for his company--Religion--.
     4.   Because now, if ever, is the most fit season; for the
     gate to be opened, many will come in among us, and fill all
     places, and no room in time to come at least, not such good
     room as now.  And now you may best sell.
     5.   Because Mr. Vane will be among our skirts.  (GP 90)
                    *              *              *

     MATT.xviii.11.  -- "I came to save that which was lost."
                                                  (WI 111)

           Each confession of faith is an eccentric concentrated
     improvisation and arrest.  Each narrator's proper name forms
     a chapter heading.  Wives and servants are property.  Their
     names are appropriated for masculine consistency.
                    Goodman Luxford His Wife
                    Brother Collins His Wife
                    Brother Moore His Wife
                    Brother Greene His Wife
                    Brother Parish's Wife
                    Brother Crackbone His Wife
                    The Confession of John Sill His Wife
                    John Stedman His Wife's Confession
                    Brother Jackson's Maid

        Written representation of the Spirit is sometimes
     ineffectual; words only images or symbols of the clear
     sunshine of the Gospel.  "Go to a painted sun, it gives you
     no heat, nor cherishith you not.  So it is here, etc."
     Often the minister surrounds a name with ink-scrawls and
     flourishes.
        Flights or freezes.  Proof and chaos.  Immanent sorrow of
     one, incomplete victory of another.  Use, oh my unbelief.
        Confessions are copied down quickly.  Translinguistic
     idiosyncracies infer but block consistency.  A sound block
     will not be led.  Mistaken biblical quotations are
     transcribed and abandoned.  As the sound is the sense is.
     Few revisions civilize verbal or visual hazards and webs of
     unsettled sanctification.  The minister's nearly microscopic
     handwriting is difficult to decipher.  He uses a form of
     shorthand in places.
        A wild heart at the word shatters scriptural figuration.
        Once again by correcting, deleting, translating, or
     interpreting the odd symbols and abbreviated signals, later
     well-meaning editors have effaced the disorderly velocity of
     Mr. Shepard's evangelical enthusiasm.
        For readability.
                    *              *              *

              Matt

     In this setdown the ques
     tion of C's desiples
     why they asks him

     not men ought sometimes to
     askes questions pacificaly when
     they hear the word upon
     sum occasion    (written in another hand  inT  side of MB)

        Writing speed of thought moving through dominated
     darkness (the privation) toward an irresistible confine
     possibly becoming woman.

     The Soul's Immediate Closing with the Person  (WII 111)

     _Barbary Cutter:_
               The Lord let me see my condition by nature out of
          16 of Ezekiel and by seeing the holiness of the
          carriage of others about, her friends, and the more she
          looked on them the more she thought ill of herself.
          She embraced the motion to New England.  Though she
          went through with many miseries and stumbling blocks at
          last removed and sad passages by sea.  And after I came
          hither I saw my condition more miserable than ever.  (C
          89)

        A Narrator-Scribe-Listener-Confessor-Interpreter-Judge-
     Reporter-Author quickly changes person, character, country,
     and gender.  Walk darkly here, This is to cross Scripture.
     These words are questions.  Compel them to come in when
     Jonah is cast out of sight.
          He singles them out.
          His spirit goes home to them quiet as an ark above
     waters; rest and provender being desire to lay under Lord.
     Praying for him and hearing.  Words drift together.  Washed
     from her heart.  Many foolish pray from the mouth.  Some are
     condemned.  Blossoms fly up as dust.  He will not leave.
     Death can not.  "In favor is life."  This outline is
     extracted.  Now you will have him.  She calls him so.
         Some are asleep.  Ten virgins trim their lamps.
         My house is a waste.  To doctrine to reason cry peace
     peace.  This is that which fills a man.  For this long ago
     Corinthians, Philippians, Thessalonians: motives differ.  We
     are his people we stumble.  What a wandering path
     confinement is when angels had not fallen.  Pale clarity of
     day.  Why no heart.  Iniquities are not all I might
        "Five were wise and five were foolish."
        These virgins once the doors were shut were surely kept
     out.  Glimpses.  Explication.  What is acceptable?  Toother.
     Miswritten he thoght.  He thought.  Other redundancies.
     Reduced to lower case these words are past.  To the supposed
     sepulcher.  Purest virgin churches and professors, they took
     their lamps.  What can we do?  Prevail again?  Against what
     do we watch?
        Fiery law and tabernacles I beat the air.
        Therefore as her and distancing.
                    *              *              *

     "Went forth to meet the Bridegroom."  (WII 111)

     _Old Goodwife Cutter:_
     I desired to come this way in sickness time
     and Lord brought us through many sad troubles by sea
     And when I was here the Lord rejoiced my heart.
     But when come I had lost all and no comfort
     and hearing from foolish virgins
     those that sprinkled with Christ's blood were unloved.
                                                  (C 145)

     _John Sill His Wife:_
     Oft troubled since she came hither,
     her heart went after the world and vanities
     and the Lord absented Himself from her
     so that she thought God had brought her hither on purpose
     to discover her.  (C 51)

     _Goodwife Willows:_
     And when husband gone, I thought all I had was but a form
     and I went to Mr. Morton
     and desired he would tell me how it was with me.
     He told me if I hated that form
     it was a sign I had more than a form.  (C 150)

     _Brother Winship's Wife:_
     Hearing 2 Jeremiah 14 -- two evils broken cisterns --
     I was often convinced by Mr. Hooker my condition was
     miserable
     and took all threatenings to myself. . .
     And I heard He that had smitten He could heal Hosea 6.
     Hearing -- say to them that be fearful in heart, behold He
     comes -
     Mr. Wells - pull off thy soles off thy feet for ground is
     holy.
     And hearing Exodus 34, forgiving iniquity,
     I thought Lord could will was He willing. . .
     Hearing whether ready for Christ at His appearing
     had fears, city of refuge. . .
     Hearing - oppressed undertake for me - eased.  (C 147-9)

     _Hannah Brewer:_
     And I heard that promise proclaimed - Lord, Lord merciful
     and gracious etc.-
     but could apply nothing.  (C 141)

     _Brother Winship's Wife:_
     Hearing of Thomas' unbelief,
     he showed trust in Lord forever
     for there is everlasting strength and stayed.  (C 149)

     _Goodwife Usher:_
     And I heard -- come to me you that be weary --
     and Lord turn me and I shall be turned -
     and so when I desired to come hither
     and found a discontented heart
     and mother dead and my heart overwhelmed.
     And I heard of a promise -- fear not I'll be with thee.
     And in this town I could not understand anything was said,
     I was so blind, and heart estranged from people of people.
     (C 183)

     _Mrs. Sparhawk:_
     And then that place fury is not in me,
     let Him take hold of my strength. . . .
     And she
     there was but two ways either to stand out
     or to take hold,
     and saw the promise
     and her
     own insufficiency so to do.
     and mentioning a Scripture,
     was asked whether she had assurance.
     She said no but some hope.  (C 68-9)

     _John Stedman His Wife:_
     Hearing Mr. Cotton out of Revelation --
     Christ with a rainbow on his head, Revelation 10--
     I thought there was nothing for me.
     I thought I was like the poor man at the pool.  (C 105)

     _Goodwife Grizzell:_
     Hearing Mr. Davenport on sea --
     he that hardened himself against the Lord could not
     prosper --
     and I thought I had done so.
     But then he showed it was continuing in it
     and I considered though I had a principle against faith
     yet a kingdom divided cannot stand.  (C 188-9)

     _Widow Arrington:_
     And in latter end that sermon
     there was obedience of sons and servants
     then I thought--would I know?
     And I thought Lord gave me a willing heart, etc.
     And they that have sons can cry--Abba--Father,
     and so have some stay
     and I wished I had a place in wilderness to mourn.
     (C 185-6)

     _Brother Jackson's Maid:_
     When Christ was to depart nothing broke their heart so much
     as then.  (C 121)
                    *              *              *

     Walking alone in the fields

        These first North American Inside Narratives cross the
     wide current of Scripture.  I meet them in the fields.  They
     show me what rigor.  I dare not pity.  When she went to meet
     the Bridegroom it was too early.  Then there is nothing to
     believe.  Scholars of the world, then there is no authority
     at all.

                    The iron face of filial systems.
                    The colonies of America break out.

        Consider the parable of these wise and foolish virgins.
     They went to work to trim their lamps.  What did the foolish
     say to the wise?  That there is no difference?  What a
     crossing.  All their thoughts and searching.  Is that what
     love is?  Bewildered by history did they see iniquity?  Did
     they spend whole days and nights trimming?  When was the
     filth wiped off?

                    People of His pasture, does this give peace?
                    Sheep of His hand, is this the temptation of
                      the place?

        Mountains are interrupted by mountains.  Planets are not
     fixed.  They run together.  Planets are globes of fire.
     Imagination is a lense.  Pastness.  We find by experience.
     A sentence tumbles into thought.  A disturbance calls itself
     free.

 

Notes

 
Patricia Caldwell’s study is concerned with how and when English voices begin to speak New-Englandly. The Puritan Conversion Narrative demonstrates how careful examination and interpretation of individual physical artifacts from a time and place can change our basic assumptions about the New England pattern and its influence on American literary expression.
 
This essay is profoundly indebted to her work.
 
I have followed each quoted source in spelling and punctuation. In the books I used as sources, revisions, deletions, and spelling differences, have been modernized, and then again “modernized”; I have tried to preserve those changes as part of the form and content of my essay. Someday I hope there will be facsimile versions of the “Confessions,” the “Journal,” and the “Autobiography,” with facing transcriptions in typeface.
 
I have taken editorial liberties in places. It was my editorial decision to turn some sections of the narratives into poems.
 

Key

 
AC = The Antinomian Controversy: Patricia Caldwell.

AH = Anne Hutchinson.

C = Thomas Shepard’s Confessions.

CS = The Colonial Society of Massachusetts. Thomas Shepard’s T. {My Birth and Life:} S:

GP = God’s Plot: Thomas Shepard.

L = The Letters of Emily Dickinson.

M = Magnalia Christi Americana: Cotton Mather.

MB = Manuscript Book: Thomas Shepard’s Autobiography.

MBED = Emily Dickinson’s Manuscript Books.

ML = The Master Letters of Emily Dickinson.

OUD = The Oxford Universal Dictionary.

RR = The Rhetoric of Religion: Kenneth Burke.

VS = Visible Saints: Geoffrey Nuttal.

W = The Works of Thomas Shepard.

WD = An American Dictionary of the English Language: Noah Webster.
 
ASCII text cannot reproduce certain marks used in this work. We have used a @ to represent mirror-imaged (backward) question marks. We have used o- to represent an o with a bar over it. –PMC Eds.
 

Works Cited

 

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  • Dickinson, Emily. The Letters of Emily Dickinson. Ed. Thomas H. Johnson and Theodora Ward. Cambridge: Harvard UP, 1958.
  • —. The Manuscript Books of Emily Dickinson. Ed. Ralph Franklin. Harvard UP, 1981.
  • Girard, Rene. The Scapegoat. Trans. Yvonne Freccero. Baltimore: Johns Hopkins UP, 1986.
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  • Johnson, Edward. Wonder-Working Providence of Sion Saviour in New England. Ed. J. Franklin Jameson. (1912) 1969.
  • Macherey, Pierre. A Theory of Literary Production. Trans. Geoffrey Wall. London: Routledge, 1978.
  • Mather, Cotton. Magnalia Christi Americana or, the Ecclesiastical History of New England. (London, 1702) Hartford, 1820.
  • Melville, Herman. Billy Budd, Sailor (An Inside Narrative). Ed. Harrison Hayford and Merton Sealts. Chicago: U of Chicago P, 1962.
  • Nuttal, Geoffrey F. Visible Saints: The Congregational Way, 1640-1669. Oxford: Blackwell, 1957.
  • The Oxford Universal Dictionary. London: Amen House, 1933.
  • Shepard, Thomas. “Autobiography.” Ed. Allyn Bailey Forbes. The Colonial Society of Massachusetts, Publications, XXVII. Boston: Transactions, 1927-1930.
  • —. God’s Plot: The Paradoxes of Puritan Piety, Being the Autobiography and Journal of Thomas Shepard. Ed. Michael McGiffert. Amherst: U of Massachusetts P, 1972.
  • —. Manuscript Book. Unpublished ms. The Houghton Libray, Harvard U, Cambridge.
  • —. The Works of Thomas Shepard. Ed. John A. Albro. 3 vols. 1853. New York: AMS, 1967.
  • —. Thomas Shepard’s “Confessions.” Ed. George Selement and Bruce C. Woolley. Collections of the Colonial Society of Massachusetts 58. Boston: The Society, 1981.
  • Stein, Gertrude. “Patriarchal Poetry.” The Yale Gertrude Stein. Ed. Richard Kostelanetz. New Haven: Yale UP, 1980.
  • Webster, Noah, ed. An American Dictionary of the English Language.